heys all.. juz back to post again.. i noe i've been afk 4 pretty long.. but well.. juz wanted to update a little.. to everyone who noes wat i've been thru.. i really wanna juz thank u guys 4 putting up with my shit.. especially the 2 ladies who were there when i needed them the most.. tink u guys noe who u are.. i really appreciated tht.. and yes, i promise i wont do anything stupid like THAT ever again.. thts my promise to u guys.. life's nv smooth sailing, and i really apologise 4 tink of such stupid stuff.. wont let u guys worry anymore.. =) it mite take awhile.. but i will pick myself up. so thnx 4 all the support u all have given me so far..