past.. why does the past bug me so much.. isit becuz i changed so much after coming into poly tht wat i did disgusts myself?.. sighz.. totally ridiculous.. cant even keep a simple promise i made.. brought so much trouble.. juz hope i dun do it further now..

slackin at hm nw.. much too tired frm all the trngs and lessons.. cant believe it.. tink i'll juz turn up 4 the last lesson today. den go meet dear later.. wish me all the best 4 my mock race tml... :).. see ya