hmmm.. well i've done it again.. hurt someone again.. close to a wk liao.. sigh.. cant believe time passing so soon.. though its over.. i still cant let go... her face juz kps appearin in my damn mind... no matter wat i do to try and drown out her face.. with work and all.. i juz cant do it.. ppl often say u only noe wats dearest to u only after u lose it... its damn true.. though it was my choice to lose it.. stupid rite?? anyway.. i'm damn sry 4 hurtin u.. and 4 kinda lying to u.. but its over.. but juz wanted to say.. i still luv u.. and patchin seems to be the only thing in my mind lately.. but u noe.. sigh.. hope u find someone much better than me..