sighz... wats wrong with me nowadays sia.. havent been the same nowadays.. cant believe it lorh.. started to tear when i walk arnd nowadays sia.. lolz.. muz be going mad.. cant stop tinking of her.. but tinkin of her juz makes me more sad.. especially after reading her blog entries.. its hurts me so to see her sufferin.. and also seeing her cannot get over him.. dunno how now lorh.. wonders if it'll ever be the same..

went bowling with my frens today.. met them at arnd 11 at city hall.. den went there to bowl.. sianz lorh.. didnt bowl well.. T_T.. den halfway she acll me.. at least it was nice to noe tht she bothered to tell me.. felt quite happy after tht.. went to play pool later.. sucked too.. though i thrashed dyrll;darell (i dunno how to spell it exactly larh.. paiseh!!!) :P:P.. den we went off to play laserquest at cdans.. DAMN SONG SIA... THRASHED ALL MY CLASS MATES!!!! 1135.. woo hoo.. song.. den went off to meet jes and teng at dhoby.. and they were late as usual.. :P.. hahaz.. but at least didnt make me wait long.. heng sia.. den after tht.. we went to get the rings 4 me and my dearz.. den she told me she was coming over with him larh.. i dun really mind though.. but seeing him a bit paiseh larh.. lolz.. talked a lot of crap with them larh.. and found out teng and JK patch liao... CONGRATS u guys.. hope u guys end up ok dis time.. :P.. met my dearz and ern after a while.. damn funny.. he like veri scared of me littat.. relac larh dude.. we may be opponents.. but still frens wat.. wont go start whacking u larh.. at least not in front of my dearz.. :P.. den got the rings and gave it to her lorh.. :D.. den damn happy.. although i was tinking a lot and having a lot of doubts in the day... all of them was gone after i met her.. i noe tht i really luv her a lot.. and anything will be worth it 4 her..

luv ya always dearz... always will..